It has always been a belief of Christians that Jesus’ call to follow him did not extend only to those he first called. Rather the call to discipleship extends to all those down through the ages whom Jesus came to save. Discipleship is
something more challenging than adherence to a system of ideas or obedience to a collection of rules.
Discipleship is a living, personal relationship with Jesus Christ.
What Jesus wants is not admirers, but true followers, true disciples.
Remember, in calling his first disciples, Jesus took what he had
at hand. He did not require those he called to be highly intelligent
or well-connected. He sought only renunciation of self and singleness of purpose without which nothing great can be accomplished. Jesus hasn’t really changed his style. He
calls us as we are. We do not make ourselves worthy of the call. Sometimes, for very understandable reasons, we put a lot of distance between ourselves and the fairly simple and direct things the gospels tell us. One of those things is how much the first disciples, the first people Jesus called, were like us.
The faith of the apostles matured slowly. It did not reach maturity until after Jesus had risen from the dead. We tend to distance ourselves
from that truth because it is frightening as well as consoling.
It is consoling because it shows
Jesus calls ordinary human beings
like us to be his disciples, his intimate friends. It is also frightening
because it also shows how great a challenge is involved.
It is amazing how much of our
humanity, our limitations, we can find mirrored in those first disciples.
We can see them doubting, quarreling, asking dumb questions,
ambitious for power, cowardly,
jealous, often dull-witted and slow to understand. The
gospels make it clear the disciples were not always truly open to Jesus’ message. Sometimes they
were blocked by ambition and self-love as in the case of James and John (Mark 10: 35-40) or by fear in the case of Peter in the courtyard of the high priest
(Matthew 14: 66-72). Their attachment to honors or to security confused their understanding of the person and mission of Jesus. Isn’t that sometimes true of us?
There is, however, a very important way in which we can and must imitate those first disciples. Despite any shortcomings, any failures, they never gave up in their efforts to follow Christ. The one exception was Judas. His greatest mistake was not his betrayal of Jesus. His greatest mistake was his failure to return to Jesus, seeking to be forgiven and reinstated in his love.
~Taken from the Shrine website: Fridays with Father – Snows.org